Liquor store romance Prayers in the gallery Behind China #5 Mysteries of curly friends and Barmaids named Gretchen Line cooks cold cocking their ruebens Faking fornification Making something into nothing Destroying the dopamine Riddling the relatives with fake stories Of glorious mismatched and useless education Trying hard to try hard Everyday A notebook with nothing in it Letters turn into words that turn into paragraphs That turn into pages that turn into chapters That turn into Acts that turn into End Flower petals assess the scenery Decide to die Connecting to robotic friendship The only time I feel at home is when I'm asleep Sometimes with the page Not tonight though Tonight I feel I have nothing to say Nothing to give Nothing to feel Like nothing is new Today all I'm good for is ingesting Taking Giving nothing for I have nothing Even my voice is shallow, thin, void of empathy Interest, love, friendship, curiosity, zeal Whispers wane on disregarded street corners Take me back so I can try again I don't feel like taking a step in the right direction What are day time naps a sign of? A hero is a mask of the times Though what they give is never enough Temporary alleviation to a permanent problem What a weight we are, us humans It's ok to not think right now, he says It's ok to think that I'm a girl too, she says I say, let it be known that Jesus never rose Never bled Never pushed the rock away for our sins There is a darkness here It tastes like peppered olive oil and train station air A taxi honks for you and you wave Take me for granted, says the voice Take me for a ride once and a while It's not like we never have a good time when we do Are you upset with me? He asks. Are you upset with me? She asks. The barriers are cracking and we're running out of water A myth is a mirror to the world Telling us there is universality in un-truths There is only the here, the now, and the nothing, Fleeting emotion Like flies scattered from a corpse