I’ve been given
This materialistic item.
Apparently it’s what people do
To show love and gratitude.
But I don’t want it.
I was told I was loved,
By ones close to me.
But for some reason,
It meant nothing.
I want to be appreciative
For all these blessings I am being given,
But something inside of me
Is telling me to ignore them.
My body,
My mind,
Has become detached from this world,
And is just floating somewhere
In the abyss
Where everything
Means nothing.