I hate it when you still exist in my thoughts
In pain and despair I get lost
I know my decision is the best
For me, you and for the rest
I am trying enough to move on
But why can't these memories just be gone
You were no good for me
Or
Were you too good for me
I don't know and never wanna know
Just need to have these emotions go
I hate what you brought out of me
That face of mine which I never wanted to see
I hate when I think about all the tears
That you gave me along with the fears
I hate that you ripped every part of my heart
Threw away trust that could never be brought
But still today
You come naturally in my prayer
No matter how much I try not to care
I  am not sure if its you or me
That I hate the most
Cause even after seeing the worst
These broken pieces of me
Gives you the love that you can never see