molecules sewn together just right to make the meat stick to the bone keep the blood inside keep the thoughts from wandering outside the hard case soft parts inside not to be damaged there, but never seen (except in thought which happens to happen just behind the eyes) carefully written blueprints hidden deep inside so small but makes up everything that makes me even the parts I wish I could delete except there's not a backspace button away from the internet.
my feet take me places but never far enough. i always find the same places again over and over the same old ground the same old fears same old errors in the coding: why do I think those things? why do I say those things? who made me this way? the cells remember, keeping score of every time i bled tick marks like attendance slips to prove i showed up