I asked god for just few things. I asked god for just few thing's, Success to my work, Love in life to share life grievances. I involved these things in my prayers, I get early in dawn, With the sun. Search for daily work contacts. Get some project's. Work on them day and night, and when done with project. Client disappears, and after one week I'm back to ground zero. I'm still praying god daily. Because he gave me one thing to me I was asking it's love. I'm holding it since 4months and still praying for success to my hard work. Now it's been limit I'm getting impatient. Wanting to settle in life. If Things don't happen fast i will loose my love also. I'm already on my knees. Oh god please help me. Oh god please help me............. Or i will crumble. And end life.