realizing my worth and value in people's lives made me aware that you are not the loss i am. when people let go of me i hold myself responsible for it and begin reminiscing on everything you have done for me. instead, i should think about how much i have sacrificed for people how valuable my relationship to some really is. i should know my value and stop bringing myself down for others. i am back from months of misconstruction and rebuttal. back from hours and days of crying to the memories of you. back to my whole self;