When you are born, They label you But then as you grow older, You are told not to label other people “But then why am I a girl?” Your parents ask what you mean “The doctors gave me a label when I was born Right?” They tell you that you are correct and say “So what?” “So...That means that I can be a boy right?” They tell you no
When you get into high school, The boys will look at your *** or your legs And start to whistle or tell their other guy friends about you So you start to wear baggier pants and longer shirts They stop looking at you And stop pointing and telling their friends Now? Well, now they just laugh At your baggy pants, and your overly large T-Shirts
When you get into college, You cry every night because they call you She, Miss, girl, and everything else inbetween You cry every night Wishing No no no Hoping that they will wake up and call you He, Mr. boy, and everything else inbetween
One night you sit in your college dorm, Your roommate leaving in a short skirt With a boy that she really likes And you are just sitting on your bed studying For that huge test the next day But you can not Something is bugging you
You go into the bathroom with the scissors You think of your old childhood memories, High school boys and their catcalling, And now The very thing that is making you do this
Cutting your hair
You go to class the next day and the professor stops you at the door “Excuse me sir. Do I know you?” Yes. You say You do. You are the professor who called me she And everything else inbetween I would like you to call me something different The rest of your classmates see this and freak out “What have you done to your hair?!” “It was so pretty before.” You simply tell them that you got tired of it getting in the way
You jump back to the present, Your kids running up to you, “Daddy! Daddy, come play with us.” Your husband walks up and kisses you With mud filling your mouth Ew. You exclaim What is this? Mud? You kids. You laugh and join your family outside The family that will love and accept you to the very end Because they were the ones who helped you with everything And now feel happy Finally after all of these years of hiding And trying to be yourself have paid off