I am a bad influence, don’t follow me. I’m not trying to be mean... just let me free... I want to keep you safe... it’s kind of too late... I already accepted my fate... they say I have a bright future. But really, I am gonna be a loser... I never picked school... no one has a clue... I am acting like a fool. No wonder boys look at me like a tool. They will just use me. Please god, I want to be free. I am falling to my knees... I want to be 6 feet deep. Maybe I should go on a building and take a big leap. When I do, I can’t wait to hit the ground. Their faces, I can see them now. You can’t fix me, I am beaten down. I wanna drink till I black out. Oh, I wanna do that, without a doubt! I wanna drink till I forget. My goals will never be met. I’m already bruised and bent. I wanna get drunk every night. I wanna give up, I don’t want to fight... I wanna get everything outta my sight. When I die, I won’t see a light. I always say “I’m fine” but I just don’t want people to know. Don’t want them to know that I’m so ******* low. My grades are worse. I dont know if I will pass this course. When I die there will be no body that’s gonna mourn. My thigh is so sore. I just want to cut to the core. I wanna cut more. I wanna keep punching a wall will my knuckles bleed. Another drink, that’s what I need. Kids, don’t follow my lead. I dont know what it’s like to be a human being. Inside I’m dying. Don’t trust my smiling, i an lying. I can’t take this no more! I just wanna leave and slam that ******* door. I am tired of breathing. I am gonna drown... Goodbye, I’m sinking.