You went astray Now im sitting ashing bowls in my ashtray Wondering why the flying **** I had to let you go away I guess it was my Philophobia Fear of love cause love is pain and not even a raging rain storm could wash away the hurt My apologies if im being selfish But **** your feeling this is all about me Can't you see the hurt in my eyes as I listen to your lies and try to convince my self to believe Always hoped for our happily ever after But now I just wish I could forget you a little bit faster