I don't see you anymore. Only through vivid images on Instagram. I choke when I see your face, your smile. I quickly close out and try to focus my energy elsewhere. Never works.
I watch movies, I play video games, I do my makeup, I cook dinner, I clean, I sing to music, I drive to the store, I hang out with friends, I go shopping-I do all of the things the internet suggests to help me move on. Never works.
I want to crawl in the bed we once were in and feel you on my skin. I crave you like an addiction. It's quite pathetic on my end- I am aware. But someone tell me how to stop thinking about someone who was literally every thing I looked for?
I need an intervention. On my heart. On my brain. Never works.