I am awake, living I can hear the birds outside my rusted window, I open my eye, cheek squished against my pillow I catch a glance of the world outside these 4 walls that hold the fluctuation of emotions inside of me " Another day ", I think to myself. The smell of coffee brewing gives me the will to crawl out of bed, The element of living, how rare for the average human being The warmth of my home reminds me of the small blessings life has given me, As the days pass me, I peel off the callus that has surrounded my heart, I have been given another chance. A new opportunity. I sip my coffee, Ah, the warmth on my lips, I feel it seap down my throat burning just enough for me to enjoy it, " I am whole again".