2:43 the flashing of the colon light is burned into my retina It's digital face I can not forget The timeless monotony of the ceiling long having lost it's grab for I stare mostly into the darkness look for an anchor to the numb that is my mind I banished the silence long ago with the uncomfortable pressure of foam Trying to kick start my mind liberate it from the listless void it has fallen back into Stay in Breathes it's shallow breaths like some sick starving thing Where anxiety and insomnia meet so strung out Feeling like the static in a television.