My friends are in tragedy and i said id be happy but its so hard to be happy in a world full of sorrow and death and grief my friend who lost a cousin and lost some love my friend who is mad and irritated and i just waunt to fall fall and never wake just continue to be lost in darkness then to be sad in the light and im spinning spinning till im dizy and dead my life is just one big carousel and im tired of never tell because im just trying my best my hardest and i always fall but i dont care im spinning round and round on a carousel