Wondering and wandering, thinking (sometimes to much), Gratitude, Blessing, trusting, having faith, understanding, not understanding, moving forward. One day at a time, One step at a time always finding that smile and making it a Big Smile!
Remembering that some people, situations, things are only temporary in my life and even the leaving my only temporary. There is/was a reason and having that faith that it is for bigger and better to come, teach and share.  Dealing with the hurt, the joy, creating happiness and knowing that it's all within ( a inside joy) and will and can change.  Remembering the sensations and remembering that they are used for many different things, in many different ways.
This process of living, being on this journey, walking different path. So much, we think, we have to deal with....the ups and downs of the ride.
But always remembering that it is a day by day, moment by moment thing.  One step at a time, One thing at a time continuing to move forward, trying not to label and judge.  
See Wondering and wandering and thinking (to much). All apart of the process I'm told...no, I know.  
anyway, I shall continue: doing the journey, celebrating all, trusting, understanding, not understanding. Being Grateful for the Blessing, moving forward...one step at a time with a Big Smile!
...and Loving, being Loved, sharing Love, being surrounded by Love because it is everywhere...Being ONE!!!
Deep breath, creating Greatness (we all do) and celebrating !
Tons of Love and Big Smiles My Lovely!