We'll always have Vegas, we'll always have that. The relationship is over, and we can't take it back. There is heartache, and sorrow, and a little more self-esteem. I miss you everyday but now I can finally be me. I can sleep at night now that the deprivation is over, no check ins every 5 minutes, no more looking over my shoulder. There's always going to be doubt, my future's going to need to heal, but because of you I'll know when love is finally real. Thank you for the heartache, and the pain you've caused this year, I'm glad we're finally over and I can start to feel. Now I get to figure out my dreams, my wants and my wishes, no more choosing for me, and controlling my decisions. I get to choose for myself now, you don't get to clout what I say or do, my future's all mine now and it doesn't involve you.