You ever been depressed so much that you can’t even breathe My visions become the actions that I speak Easy but I never meant to do it intentionally My mind crazy thoughts, it just seems to get in between My love life so wrapped up on all the things I’ve seen You never realize the hurt to its degree You never seem to see the vision Never see the things I see Outside so strong but inside I’m so weak Tell me why I think about you so constantly Tell me why I can’t get you off my mind, I can’t even speak To envision you I can never ever see Life’s hard the highest mountain I can’t even reach My hearts cold, take away all the negativity I share my love with you? But them things you could never see I loved you the most but I’m the one you’ve hated You used to love me I’m the one that love you the most But me? No you can’t envision it But I’m stuck on you doing all these crazy things Putting pieces together trying to get over the thought Trying to undo what’s done but I took you for granted The thins I did I can never undo The things I did I can never take back And you was stuck on my mind Wish I could take it all back I wish I could go back to the start and never do the things I did But I did, I did do what I did I did all the things you was scared of being done But you loved me You love everything about me Now you sitting here thinking what to do without me But it’s all good, but your heart You can’t take them things away Now I’m sitting here mind blown Hoping everything’s going to be ok I just need to go back in time, I just need to go back to that day When you once loved me And everything was ok And everything was all good By my side you always stood close That’s where I needed you the most Crazy thoughts in my head, I think I loved you the most But you showed it a little better Just thinking of all the times when we was still together In the past, but it’s the future Now my words seem so stupid I know we won’t ever speak again But when you hear this you’ll always know that this is about you So close to my heart lays an empty soul Never thought I could live without you