I talked to god last night, he showed me something. Told me i was still in love, looking past the ideals found an idea. I was alone in a broken down car, with god and my best friends. found an old poem i wrote, found my ex girlfriend's letter. I turned on that old cancerous hunk, and found my best friend. Merle was sitting next to me and he turned on the radio. I closed my eyes and saw my breath, chuck was chuckling at my side. Before i realized it, i was laughing and mikey was calling me weak. I felt so alone, and all at once all the people i love,and love surrounded me. a nice warm feeling, then the battery died, and i was alone. I cried that night, threw the keys on the seat and walked away. I wanted to go back, but the doors were locked. I stood there for a few minutes, with her letter, and my poem. I smiled, with tears in my eyes and i said: "Thank you god, i'll stay here for awhile now" I found my god, and he gave me "love"