I love you
I’ll probably love you for a while
You have joined the list
Boys who I have given my heart to

Who calm me when it bangs outside
Who hold me when I am lonely
Who use me when I let them

I always let them
Each and everyone
“I will love you but I’m sorry I will never date you”
“I will be your best friend through thick and thin”
That is until

I get them back on their feet again
Back in their lover’s arms
Or another lover’s arms

I will give you that warmth
Then maybe I will smile
I will display it’s all alright
But inside
I keep on loving you
Wishing you had x-ray vision

Just for a moment just look inside me
See that girl who has been hurt so many times
Who loves to drown everything in anything she can
Mostly lies and pity

I’m fine
Just ******* fine
I cannot make you love me
Care about me
Talk to me

And when she hurts you again,
Here I’ll be
To hold you as you cry
To stroke your curls
To walk you home again
Home to whoever you want it to be
I will love you
Regardless
If you even love me