shivering has become a constant state of being
shivering from caffeine overdoses and the kiss of the grim reaper ******* the life out of me
uncontrollable panic, can you remind me how to breathe correctly?

purple rings around lifeless blue irises to show the disrupted sleep from the nightmares of what if nothing works how it's destined to be
tired isn't as bad as you think it would be
it makes that warm cup of coffee worth it even though caffeine has no effect expect self induced panic from all the pent up anxiety

i'm on the brink of insanity
i can feel all normality fleeting from my body
i cannot complain though
insanity doesn't feel out of place in this world anymore
everything's already in complete anarchy