It’s been a few years since we spoke but your effect still exist Cause there’s no way someone could leave me scarred like this Chasing women for my own pleasure & avoiding like this Or even living the lie of a ******* & breaking hearts like this Didn’t ask to be this way or portray myself in such a way Just wanted a future with you but you decided to walk away And now I’m attached a memory that I wish I could replay Seeing your face in various faces of women that I’m trying to date Look What You Did To Me Turned me from a lover to a player Becoming a savage that I never saw myself as & the ultimate heart slayer I wanted it all but after you, I’ve become love’s biggest bipolar hater Just seeking hit & runs while I’m out here getting this paper Look What You Did To Me, Can’t look at the sun because it reminds me of you How you used to be happy & how I brought a different smile out of you The late night phone conversations that I never wanted to end But somewhere down the road, you became my enemy rather than my best friend How’d I manage to become close with your sister while we got departed Asking her how you’re doing & if you’re okay just to see if it’ll get something started High school sweetheart crush that never officially my everything Just another “for the time being” that meant more to me than anything Missing that smile, missing those eyes, & missing that voice Thinking of the night we last spoke & I still rejoice Look What You Made Me Do. Pushing away any love that comes my way All because I still hope you return & save my day I don’t have faith in much but I still think you’re a dream come true And still till this day, my heart will forever be apart of you