Trust is to be earned not given. But i gave it to you without a doubt in my brain that you'd wouldn't betray me. Your now the reason why I shield myself this way. Why my guard is always up and never taken off display. Mom i'm a fool for you in the worse ways. I still believe anything you say. i stay cold hearted so I don't believe your excuses. Your the reason why i don't open up. your the reason why my emotion stay hidden way. they can't go on display. they can never be on display. their locked up and only shown when i am alone. because of you i don't believe in trust. i don't believe in love.