I hope sadness doesn't exist,
Cause it doesn't just hurt me,
It hurts people around me too,
Although when the world is against me,
There are actually a few people stay and remain by my side,
Trying to cheer me up,
They try what they can do or even more to make me feel calm
But in the end, I still friend with sadness.
I ******* hate it,
I don't want to let them down,
I ******* don't!

It's not fair to them,
They did their best,
But I still trapped,
I always try to recover my best self,
Hope that one day,
I could walk out from the darkness and give them a big smile,
The smile from the bottom of the heart.
And a big heart.

*Thanks for being by my side always, always