oh, Jon, sweet, *******
*******, Jon,
i will be so happy when
you find the earth
between your fingers
under your nails
clogging your lungs
death won't be enough for me
no, no no no no no
never
you deserve the pain
you need the pain
you ******* idiot
you **** annoying martyr
no one likes the sad ones
who can't see past themselves
everyone leaves
leaves leaves leaves
a leaf on your grave
they won't even see you
six feet under
because it won't be enough
never enough

you'd know that best