I don't know what I did to make it change; I try to act like like it doesn't matter to me anymore.
But it does.
And you... you have no idea how it feels. If you were going to do this to me, why did you ever make a promise? A promise to stay and love me..
Always.
I know I mess up, and I know I'm extremely selfish. But I work on those flaws everyday. Just to try to make you happy, all I ever want is for you to be happy.
You say you are tired of this argument. Well I'm tired of this pain. You said forever, and so did I. I guess the only difference is that I meant it.
Sometimes I wish that those moments never happened. Why should they have, if their only purpose was to torment me. You say you remember... What! What do you remember?! You tell me nothing... nothing. Just leave me here with nothing.. You know I would do anything for you. I just wish you loved me like I loved you.
It hurts so bad... I don't want there to be another tomorrow. What is the point of tomorrow if it will never be a happy one? There isn't.
You have no idea how much I value you or cherish your existence. You make me feel so happy... but you hurt me so badly. All I want to know is why?