Nov 2017
It hurts, it hurts so bad. but what can I do? The solution is not to lock myself in my room and cry forever.I did not want that to happen, but it happened. In my heart I believed that everything would be ok. so silly i know
Those hours is when we question, after seeing lots of dreams not coming true, What I believe is true? this dream I have,will it happen?
In my mind the answer is always yes, but this kind of questions always come to my mind.
This very end \ Start of the year has been difficult. Especially today. - And my eyes fill with tears again, after hours of crying - but what can I do? That is life.
It’s just because I thought God would not let that happen because it was important to me. Has He abandoned me? I really can't say my mind os a blur.
But for today, All I know is :it hurts , It shall pass, but it hurts.
Those hours is when we question, after seeing lots of dreams not coming true, What I believe is true? this dream I have,will it happen?
In my mind the answer is always yes, but this kind of questions always come to my mind.
This very end \ Start of the year has been difficult. Especially today. - And my eyes fill with tears again, after hours of crying - but what can I do? That is life.
It’s just because I thought God would not let that happen because it was important to me. Has He abandoned me? I really can't say my mind os a blur.
But for today, All I know is :it hurts , It shall pass, but it hurts.
