Mom, i think i'm starting to like this boy I'm afraid and ugh, ****, mom what the hell?? I didn't realize that life would be this cycle of careful steps people take, walking on shards of ******* glass because if you're not too careful you are going to get hurt. I used to be so bold without question I was fearless about feeling today, I have never been so scared me, to my mom, whispering: (but i'll be bold anyway, okay? i still prefer all the fuss of butterflies with someone)