I want to smile;
life’s never been the same
I don’t like the suffering
I can’t stand the pain
The tears in my eyes.
I don’t want to cry,
It’s not like I’m used up.
But beaten and bruised
Life’s never been the same
Since I let you choose.
I just wan’t to smile
I need to feel safe
My life is mixed up;
I’m lost in this place.