I count to 10, I count to 20, waiting for something to change…
but reality is certain, the script of destiny is far out of my range…

What an overoptimistic egotistic stupid fool, dares to take hope for a ride…
success is the exception, failure is the rule, im getting emptier, emptier, emptier, inside…

I count to 30, I count to 40, looking for a reason to stay…
sadly I cant jump to the other side, too many obstacles in my way…

I can see the sunlight clear as day, on the other side of the glass wall…
freedom so close, yet so far away, no one can hear my desperate call...

should I keep counting? Why would I do that anymore? To see the same outcome arise?
but maybe, something will change if I do what ive never done before, close my ears and shut my eyes…


the wall is gone.