I’m losing my sanity trying to forgive people that don’t Feel the need to stand with me

I’m apologizing for actions taking  the lessons and making it happen
Remaining humble and stacking my blessings dividing my profits subtracting my deception

this pain is a game either you fighting and winning or losing and staying or leaving and learning but In the end its you then it’s them so when it’s over you times your blessing and divide your imperfections and what you get is god deepest acceptance you learn your strength and that’s the greatest blessing in every ****** up lesson