We could be free.
If we only knew we were slaves to the pains of each other.
A quote that fills my mind on nights like this. Vic was right. The pain we feel is always from others. A heartbreak, a lonely night. When you feel nobody else around. When you feel your entire mind and body beginning to shut down. I sit here lonely and stare out of my prison. Only thing with me is my mind and it's forgiven. Forgiven her, forgiven them, but it can't forgive myself. It can't forgive the things I've done, the things I've lost, and the things I've done to "just have some fun". On nights I feel lonely and nights I feel sad. I pull out pen and paper till my thoughts turn 180. Like my mind is a bottle and they spin it with no kiss I sit here and wonder "is this really it" I smile a smile that's mixed with a tear. My heart and mind are filling with fear. I stand up off the chair and look over the balcony. It's cold like a heart broken one to many times. My hairs are standing. And I am falling. My prison is broken. My minds no longer stalling. Im free I think with one last look at the stars. Bc once I hit the ground. Thats it. I am done