I ache, I have that feeling of sleep but like a wave of discomfort beneath my skin I cannot sleep. The pattern on the ceiling that isn't there, the hissing of silence the buzz of the fly you cannot see.. All just your exhausted mind altering your senses. To hot now or to cold, turn the pillow. Stare at the clock. Is it to early to *** again or should I make a brew ? No **** it the caffeine would send me wild. When will I sleep.