I lie my head upon my pillow I think of this imaginary fellow I have faith he is coming my way Unbecoming thoughts I need to keep at bay It is so easy to feel not good enough My looks compared to society is tough Because inner beauty no longer means much Nobody understands a compassionate touch Clothes more expensive than our rent I think people have become a litte bent No longer does the world shoot from the heart We worry more what is on the wall for art Children being taught so young to model Plastic parents those we do need to throttle We are teaching beauty is only skin deep Pop a few more pills it will help you be sleek My fellow he will stop inside and see The difference between them and me That nothing else in this life will matter Nor in this world will he ever feel battered He will forever know I am a gift from above I will wash his feet in the purest love My man will know my heart can never be sold He seeks with me a true passion to unfold Spirit sought this soul to mirror only mine Knowing our unity in this heaven will be divine Reflections of love within our beautiful eyes Our souls are bare no need to be in disguise He knows I will never think to close the door It will not matter whether we are rich or poor There is no better place for him to be Than coming home to be with me So as I close my eyes to go to sleep I send him the sweetest dreams to keep Until he is once again within my arms Flames from our fire setting off the alarms So I may never be a pretty barbie doll Nor do I love to go shopping at the mall But I see the beauty in the smallest things Angels gave unto me the truest music to sing For my words will only be spoken to the one Who is willing to live in the warmth of my sun