You pass through light searching for me. From the way you don't see me not even when I take the shape of a cry, I understand that your supreme triumph will be death. Despair is an empty space in which no one meets no one. Despair is an autumn in which the highest peaks are strangling each other. Where can you be? It's as though my days have slipped away in a shrill season of no one, and no one can recall what light flashed across their faces.