I apologized for the way I was
he accepted my apology
I guess I should be glad,
but apart of me hoped
he’d tell me I did nothing wrong
I think I’m really selfish
without meaning to be
He can’t understand my pain
I feel it so deeply
I wish I were lighter like he is,
but I cannot be
I’ve tried and I apologize
then again I don’t know why
I apologize for what I am