The plateau is so much bigger than I thought it took years to get here but the distance is so enormous will I reach the other end. Before my birthday which I try to ignore those I loved have died and not spoken off they are a ghost in the machinery of living. The world has turned around the sun many times and what mattered no longer do so, but I'm happy to find my reading glasses on top of the freezer. I pity those coming after me; they and their brood will be nuclear dust. If there are any survivors, they will start making flint axes and learn to communicate. I have made my warning and will hereafter say no more about the subject