i've been walking around to find my self

i've been thinkin about to play it safe

all this time i didn't know that i was lost

all this time i didn't know that im a ghost




here but not here

im running away from my fears

is this what it feels like ?

growin up not knowing what to do





and every step i take, im always scared

but i convinced my self, dont be afraid

hey! am i a nice person? they said almost!

turned out i  have became someone i hate the most




and i wish i could say, that im so done with life

someone out there please help me to understand

there are some days where i want to grab a knife

because sometimes my life, driving me mad