Every breath an effort, every moment a pain
Every second another to drive me insane
My memories clawing at the back of my mind
Those who claimed to care, fleeing the horrors they find
Nobody can accept the darkness in ones heart
Not even if without them, they are torn apart.
Why is it when we need someone most there's nobody to call
A tree broken in a forest that will silently fall
I gave my life for others in vain
Nobody is there to do the same
So I fall unheard by those around
And with a single tear I crash to the ground
Knowing what's done is done, and cannot be changed
And with a final sob, my sorrow is exchanged
For a feeling of nothing, that bears far less pain.
The mask disguising my everlasting strife
But at least it's better then bleeding by knife
What else can you do, when you have no air.
Nobody to say they care
Nobody to hold you when times are tough
Nobody to call you a diamond in the rough

Why can't I stop crying?..... All I ever wanted was a reason to smile...  I gave it all so I could be happy, even if only for a while...
and yet, it never comes, so I sit here alone, dampening my sorrows with acts none can condone...