Floating through a sea so full, yet so empty. They bind my heart with chains of despair. They rip through my mind, cruel and unforgiving. They are carved into me, leaving their scars on my life. They are wasted, carelessly, and so relentlessly. Yet, I still feel broken and beat. Like a tornado they destroy everything in their path. Tearing down the brick wall that I put up so long ago. The pain and hurt swirl around me pushing me into the darkness. Never letting up, never giving up.