I once saw,
The sky blue,
Now all I see,
Are shades of gray.

I once heard,
Beautiful symphonies,
From every mouth,
That laid bare,
Now all I hear,
Are mumbled voices.

I once felt loved,
Cared,
Cherished,
Now I feel like,
Weight,
Dead weight,
A burden,
I bring people down,
I only cause dissapointment.

It seems the only way,
To escape this,
Is by leaving,
But this time,
My life,
As the fare.

Help, I'm depressed beyond repair.