I am a mess
Although I stayed fully dressed
I never said no
Her arms around me
Just holding my waist while i sleep
But i still feel so guilty
She wants us to be
But she knows that with someone else I feel complete
She knows that I hold in all my love for another around her to keep from hurt feelings
She knows that one day ill be taken again and it won't be by her
She knows I don't love her the way she loves me
But every time I go over
I let her hold me.