is there an actually a reason why
someone should understand me?
beyond me, understanding
myself?
am i to misunderstand
myself to "understand" myself?
  and care, to be understood
by someone else to be
governed by reprimand?
what a ******-up faking of
an asked does this have to be?
      i have lost the ability to
use this language,
given that the natives,
have become so idiotic using it,
            that i became overtly excessive
using it...
        and lost not plot,
but a desire for.