Imagine sitting in the endless pitch-black void of space lit only by stars and more stars as far as you can see and Earth beneath you reading the daily newspaper and drinking coffee in an itchy old lawn chair day after day after day Oh hi God how are you? the same Hey Mom how've you been? the same every day every day no period at the end of the sentence no cover at the end of the book no "CUT" to signal it's over I'm trying to believe I want to know God I want to love God I don't want to be the center of the universe I want to believe in that library of books with all its ancient pages dancing lead figurines and shelves that stand miles high all the knowledge in the world there must be a book somewhere in some obscure shelf maybe halfway to the Andromeda galaxy that knows what is best for us that knows we cannot live for eternity