i feel you more than nature
and now i am numb
i hear you more than my teachers
and now i am deaf
i obey you more than my parents
and now i am powerless
i trust you more than my best friend
and now i am guarded
i love you more than my partner
and now i am alone
i protect you more than my child
and now i am broken
i see you more than my own path
and now i am blind
i need you more than i need myself
and now i am lost

where is my mind?