Time doesn't seem to change much of reality for me
The sun rises in the morning, but my room remains dark
Setting in the evening, it all feels the same
All the risks I've taken have led me to this
No home, no family, no hope
The man with a wife didn't care for me, no matter how many "I Love You"s were muttered and spoken
While I was burning from the fire that was thrown at me, they went on their way and here I stay, entrapped by cage of nothingness
It wasn't real, but maybe it's better this way
My friend from before became my everything and best companion
A best friend can come from anywhere
While we both feel pain in our hearts from different people, we understand how life can be bitter
But she threw me away all the same
I can encase myself in a world where all is well and my closest comrade shares my feelings and understands my sorrows, just to move to another day
The birds singing before dawn may sound like a new beginning symbolizing something bright unseen
My bleeding ears only catch a buzzing that stings and foreshadows the **** that is to come
But I deny it existing and thrive in a bubble of make believe
It carries me to tomorrow