It hurts just as much when you care for someone whoΒ Β likes you alot But your love feeling aren't the same I can't stop thinking about you And I don't think I ever will The regret is painful that I'm losing someone i really do love and care for but Not in the romantic way. I think it because I know your soul and I know your struggling and I want to be the one there for you. But I can't' I just can't If you can't be my friend I don't know. If it harder for me to stay or go. It all makes me sad. Makes me want to cry and hug you. And I try to convince myself I am strong on my own and it will all see through to you. But even though I can't talk to you I will always hope what best for you. Like I know what best for you but I don't know anything You the one who is smart the one who deserves more because you know what you want. I hate myself. I hate myself for being so flawed so emotional I hate my self for not liking you more then a friend because our soul recognized eachother. I wish I could make you feel better but I think I just make everything worse.