This isn't how it should be. Love. Hate. Tears. All the years behind us mean nothing to you now. You said youd never leave, so where are you now? I let you in and you tore me down, but I still cant force myself to forget you. Ive tried everything. Music. New guys. Pain. The only thing that makes you fade, also fades me out. How does that make you feel? Do you even care? If you do, tell me tomorrow. My heads spinning. Pounding. My words, golden cursive. A girl, sunken to the bottom of the bottle... Trying to forget.