I havnt written here in a while
I know what I write here aren’t actually poems I just like to share my thoughts
I had always been the one who ended a relationship
Not saying much there were only two.
So when the time came for this one to end I was very shocked
I know nobody is reading this because everyone I would use this with left it behind
So I will use it to type how I feel
I never thought it would end like this
You were the perfect girl
The person who was always there for me when I needed you
You always cared and comforted me
I couldn’t have asked for a better girlfriend
I wish I could go back and do things differently
I would try a little harder
Tell you much I care one extra time
Do everything I could to be there for you like you were for me
I know you say it’s just who I am and I can’t help it but I would do anything for you
I just wanted it to work out as much as you did
I just want you to be happy
But I also want to be the reason you are happy
So when you said being with me makes you unhappy it made me feel like the worst kind of person
The kind of person who isn’t there for someone who needs them
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for not loving you enough
I know you don’t want me to be but I can’t help it
All I want is you and I didn’t see it coming
So when u called me that night after u left me and drove away the last thing I expected is what came out of your mouth.
For I am truly heartbroken