Two parallel pink neon lights Side by side With a web of darkness hanging over them.
A herd of foxes Shooting out of The embryo of a larger fox
To go home again What will it mean this time As my mother stands next to me Waiting for luggage Looking me up and down Rubbing my shoulder I told my big brother Tonight on the phone That sometimes I truly wish I could have given my parents The life they wished for me.
Her eyes are blue I don't care if she talks **** about me mama Maybe she is a ***** in your eyes But its papa whose at fault here.
I'll never be the same again All of these bumps in the road I think back on When we would ride in your car papa Run away to the beach I'd see you mid way through my run With your cup of ice Diet Coke.
Remember when you had me sing karaoke I begged to Girls just wanna have fun I'll never forget The heightened feeling I felt As people looked at me On that stage Two other teen girls Next to me.
I thought you loved to take the dogs for a walk You built up our backyard so much Like you had every intention to stay And I didn't get the chance yet To say it to Blake But there is something about this whole thing That doesn't feel like it will stay Or last.
I looked back at old pictures of you And mama The disconnect, the distance There to be there Beautiful And just there.
What was the purpose of it all? What was the point of feeding each other cake Surrounded by faces Rituals Words spoken into eternity Only to be forgotten As older age Creeps up like a wavering finger Echoing into the distance "You never really told me what you want."