I have been reading more. I have been tipping my waitresses more. Stopping on intersections to pet the passing canine. Attempting to watch what I eat. Having strong work ethic. Bumming a smoke. Paying the electric on time. Talk less about me, Let's hear more about your day. You, you, you. That should sidetrack the deafening of my thoughts. Throwing pennies into fountains, Tossing a dollar or two to the street performer. Seeking fulfillment. Not there, Not yet, Not happy, Not a ton. With this pattern I await a beacon. With this pattern I await direction.