What if I told you I wanted to die?
To end my life early by my own hand

What if I told you that when everyone who cares about me
Passes away or forgets about me
I would simply fade away

Is it wrong of me to think this? Selfish?
Perhaps I only say this as an excuse to not try in life
To not attempt to make something of myself

I know that I could, but...
I continuously use the excuse that it doesn't matter...

What if, for once, I wasn't afraid to try?